How can your eyes
get so close to mine?
How can your mind
be inside of my mind?
We can both feel one another.
We can “hear” each other’s thoughts.
We can share mental images, dreams.
You can violently, so rapidly sift
through all my episodic memories.
Are you looking for something?
Paralyzed, a puppet of your will.
Once I fought, then chased comfort
in this: both aims, unfulfilled.
Do you have the vaguest notion
of what you’re doing to me?
I want to be angry, enraged, yet I
wonder if you even
have the capacity to understand…
Yet you’re so much more evolved.
Such a higher fucking being,
or so you tell me.
Yet you also claim I’m one of you.
Tell me: what’s the meaning?